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[Mar. 18th, 2008|04:34 pm] |
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| | Modern Swinger by The Pink Spiders | ] |
Hey,
Wow a very long time since I posted...Well lets see here....I went to Mexico and had a blast...missed our plan home stayed in Hollywood and then caught a flight the next day....I was home for a week and Brandon, His wife and Sean came to visit me...then a week after that was my birthday got assaulted and I spent it in the hospital with a broken leg and ankle...I now have 2 pins and 2 screws in my ankle...a metal plate with 5 screws in my tibia. Not so much fun I was off work from the 30 of October till 15th of Jan 2007. I have alot of people visiting me...which was nice I had lots of coffee...I started dating Sean Jan 1 of 07. I have never been happier. We stood in my girlfriend Brie's wedding in the April....My dad gave her away since her dad is not around...We went to Niagara Falls to for a little vacation...I was beautiful...I went to visit Brie in Niagara the 2end week of September to visit her her husband and the newest addition Jordan Daniel. He is so handsome...We were house hunting and then my mum got sick...she was diagnosed with aggressive breast cancer. So she started her Chemo in August had surgery in December and just finished up he radiation about 2 weeks ago and is soo badly burnt. She is a fighter and has not given up... So once again we are saving for a house and I'm also saving for a car because I got into a accident in November and wrote mine off.... well the other drive did to she t-boned us...
so that is my quick update on my life for the end of 2006 and all of 2007...Here is to a better year...So far so good....one more tattoo added to me...work is good and I'm in love.
Milk and Cookies
Roxy |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2006|05:30 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | On the Moon | ] |
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| |  content | ] |
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| | Love Bites By Def Leppard | ] |
Well it's the end of summer.....I have swam twice....Went to the beach once (but did not swim)....Got a tattoo...Went to the bar danced my ass off drank a lil too much.....Got a windshield wiper stuck in my arm on my treasure hunt with Randi and Rob....Hung out with some of the most crazy and amazing people ever....Found out who my true friends were....fell in love and of course out of it too!...Which was the sadest thing all summer....Cried....Laughed....Almost died cuz I don't know how to judge my car in the rain on the expressway.....We did warped tour it was good I will do it again.....Saw Def Leppard and Journey.....went to the cornfest with the girls from work had a blast.... .met up with someone I have not talked to in months......Keith came home from Afganastan....So I got to spend time with him....Bought a laptop which should be here soon.....Made up with Joel lastnight.... so there is no harsh feelings......Mexico is soo soon.....On a plane I go....If I like it I may not come back.....I have so many doors open right now...even school...I dunno if I could go back I have been out of school for 4 years.....I don't think I could go back and sit in a classroom....JKnowing I have to listen to someone else talk and teach me again....We will see what the end of the year will bring me when I come back from Mexico....Today I quit smoking I'm gonna try going cold turkey maybe that will be easier then worrying about counting and cutting down.....Work will be the hardest place to be for this....
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Foolin'
By Def Leppard
Lady luck never smiles
So lend your love to me, awhile
Do with me what you will
Break the spell take your fill
On and on we rode the storm
The flame has died, the fire has gone
Oh, this empty bed is a night alone
I realized that long ago
Is anybody out there? Anybody there?
Does anybody wonder? Anybody care?
Oh, I just gotta know
If you're really there and you really care
'Cause baby I'm not
F-F-F-Foolin', Ah F-F-Foolin'
Not F-F-F-Foolin', Ah F-F-Foolin'
Won't you stay with me awhile
close your eyes don't run and hide
Easy love is no easy ride
Just wakin' up from what we had
Could stop good love from going bad
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I hope everyone else is summer was great....
Milk and Cookies
Roxy |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2006|04:43 am] |
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| | Wishing I was dead | ] |
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| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bringin' On The Heartache by Def Leppard | ] |
Hey.
Well tonight was different..........We had kinda a blast well for me.......I had a couple drinks and hung out dance with Lady and Kurty.And Justo too!.....My friend is out of rehab..........Yeah......Anywho..............I'm so sad......I so got screwed over....Oh well I guess.....I miss you!.......Well I'm to drunk to type right now........Goodnight
Milk and Cookies
Roxy |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2006|02:15 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | In my house | ] |
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| | content | ] |
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| | Higher Ground by The Red Hot Chili Peppers | ] |
Hey,
Well tonight was alot of fun Randi, Rob, Justo, Kurty, Jenn, Andrew, Kat, Mud and I met up at Family Fun Center and we went gocarting and we played a game of lazer tag.....It was a short evening but fun....I then went all the way over to Andrew's and drank all my wine...well not really....I dumped at least a lil bit down the drain cuz I could not drink anymore and its not like there was alot left anyways. I then went on a venture.............my walk home it was not to bad....Anywho I am off to bed I have a very busy day ahead of me back to school haircuts......Yeah lol no not really anywho goodnight......
Milk and Cookies
Roxy |
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[Aug. 28th, 2006|10:10 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My Living Room | ] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lights by Journey | ] |
Hey,
Well this weekend was sooo much fun......Friday night I worked till 5 and then went home did some stuff went and saw Andrew and Rob told then I was going to the cornfest and that if I had time I would meet up with them which did not happen cuz i was talking to my coworkers, met up with Keith for a drink and went back to work and met up with Chris, Rachel, Deneen, and Cindy we went down to the cornfest...We had a couple drinks and sat and talked for a bit, I ran into Ian this guy I met who hangs out with Joel, and then I ran into someone I never thought I would ever see there....He was with his brother...We started talking and Chris took off with his brother for another beer..I was having way to much fun cuz I finally looked at my watch and it was like 12:00am.....So we got up and he was like your leaving....I said yah so he told me he would talk to me soon and we were leaving....We all grabbed our stuff and started heading for the gate out and he came running up behind me...He asked me what I was doing Saturday night I told him I was not sure and that I had to work form 9 to 4....He said ok and then I left with the girls....I had Cindy drive me to the landing and I met up with Keith, Sean, Trevor, and Kristin, I had a couple more drinks and made my way home....Saturday morning came very fast.....I was late for work by like 5 mins.....Its ok because my day got better...He came into work and talked to me again....we made plans to go out for a coffee.....I was soo excited.....So I helped Chris get ready for her dinner date with Jay left work and went home....He called we went for our coffee and then I hung out with Chris, Mandy, and Sean. So all in all it was a great weekend.....I also bought a laptop yesterday.....I'm so excited....I will write again later....
Milk and Cookies
Roxy |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2006|07:16 pm] |
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| | I dunno | ] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | Choking On The Truth by Bif Naked | ] |
Hey,
Well today really sucked after working at First Choice Haircutters for a year and 3 months I got in trouble....Its not my fault people don't speak English and I cant understand their accent and what they are trying to get across to me the only thing I understood from the whole thing was that she said I cut her hair crooked FUCK YOU LADY!! cuz I know damn well I did not cut it crooked....I was also offered a place to live in Tennessee today too....Maybe it would be a good idea to go I could do school all over again and live there....It would be a start to a clean slate...I just dunno if I could leave my family and the few friends I have left.....I have lost a few of them in the last 3 weeks.....Which really sucks. Maybe a change would do me and everyone else some good.....I have lots of time to decide what I wanna do......Cuz I can think of a small handful of people who would really care....If I left or not...Oh well....We will see what happens....Guess what else my babysitting days are limted to Megahan is gonna be home by herslef soon...I will have a night life.....Whhohoooo...Well I have nothing else to say and or type for now soooo I guess I will post later....or when ever I have time again cuz for some reason I do now......
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"Everything I'm Not"
Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't u get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
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Milk and Cookies
Roxy |
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| "The Wreckoning" |
[Aug. 22nd, 2006|02:21 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
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| | Hollywood Fix By The Pink Spiders | ] |
I came I saw I kicked some ass
The pain I cause it makes me laugh
'Cause the way I do my thing is strange
I just inject myself into your veins, yeah
Can't run can't hide
There's no way out
The sun will rise and it's about
Time for the wreckoning
Time time for this girl to sing
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
Well things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a damn about me
And so I'm walking out the door. (oh yeah)
Can't move can't breathe it's gettin dark
The beast has come to steal your heart
So you better practice your scream
Well you may not live your dreams
Things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a damn about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
Things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a damn about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Ya don't give a damn
And I'm running from my problems
I got my funny face painted on
And then I'll think of what you said to me
And then I'll think of what you did to me
I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
You're the one I'm running from
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
Ah no, you don't give a damn
Well things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a damn about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Ya don't give a damn
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|12:26 pm] |
Hey,
My Life sucks right now....I'm just going to give up on everything.....Nothing good comes to me anymore I have fucked up way to many things in the last 3 weeks of my life then I have ever before.....I can't believe how much of a screw up I am.....I don't deserve anything I have......I'm a bitch to completely everyone.....I treat people like shit who don't deserverd it.....I get to drunk and do stupid things....I think I should just completely shut my self off from everything....for awhile.....
Я только хочу умереть прямо сейчас. Джоул я тоскую без Вас. Я сожалею о том, чтобы быть такой сукой к Вам. Я никогда мент, чтобы повредить Вас.
I have nothing else to say for now.....
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Some times Wanna Die
By Joydrop
Don’t worry ‘bout one thing
Don’t worry bout nothin she said
I'm not gonna let this one go
Nobody’s on my side
Nobody seems to see how much,
How deep, how far these things can be,
My eyes are dry and I,
My eyes are dry and
I, I, still don’t even know you
I, I, still wish that I could hold you
I, I, I sometimes wanna die
And everywhere I go
And everyone I see
Somehow
Almost sets me free
And the space where we meet
Is different from the rest
And I just can't seem to forget that.
My eyes are dry and
I, I, still don’t even know you
I, I, still wish that I could hold you
I, I, I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna…
And u were at the start
And now you are the end
And you left me with nothing to defend
I need the voice of a good friend.
Can't stop myself from laughing
No matter how sad
These things can be
These things can be
My eyes r bright and
I, I, still don’t even know you
I, I, still wish that I could hold you
I, I, still don’t even know you
I, I, I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna die
Yeah I sometimes wanna die
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Milk and Cookies
Roxy |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|12:20 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | In my living room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Your Ex Lover is Dead by The Stars | ] |
Hello,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RANDI LADY!!!! WE ARE GONNA HVE SOO MUCH FUN TONIGHT!!! CASION, THE LOOP....ANDY CALL MY CELL IF YOU WANNA COME OUT TOO!
Iam so bored I need to go to bed but i have song lyrics stuck in my head...I have found a new fav song its kinda slow but I LOVE IT!
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Your Ex Lover is Dead
by The Stars
God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across point champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name…
This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin
It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love…
Live through this, and you won't look back…
Live through this, and you won't look back…
Live through this, and you won't look back…
There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say...
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life was never intended to be an individual adventure. you need a team to get through all of your worries and problems.
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Milk and Cookies
Roxy |
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|12:58 am] |
Hey,
Well were at Justo's for a bit I had a couple beers....I went swimming and had fun I just hope Randi Lady will be ok :) Smile lady....All in all it was a goodnight...I will write more another day...
Milk and Cookies
Roxy |
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